Just a day

I did not know that when being down all the things that do not happen when i am fine will happen
Sick is the word that suit in to my life now haiz but i am not worry for me but i am more worry about my secondary teacher daughter who is sick now also
I pray healing for her and i do not mind taking her place in sick as when down anything can carry on so that me be the one then.
haiz maybe i did not really let go all i should. tat why be why i am here in this way
Fool as i am sometime i believe i do sometime haiz did not wanted to be cold heart person as i have that kind of life before . Haiz happy time seen so short yet how you know it is happy time yet not sad time.
know what is there yet decide not to know
knowing what is the ending but not facing it
where has all happy ending gone to
Mircale where have you gone to
my faith & trust is breaking now
heart is feeling cold by the mins
hope that should not be there
Why there never it is not
taken a wrong step that change my life
risk is not i am
but risk is why i am here but it is why i am down

" Let me be the one to blame

let me be the one to be sick

let me be the one who all dislike

as the meaning of being is not here

wonder where it has gone but pray that it is away healing the ones i care "