Wednesday, June 22, 2005

For the past days

First thanks God for mading it possible to meet someone that i respect alot
as i feel that the next time that possible meet her will not be so soon as i just meet up last week
also give thanks that help me get through the past days in school
even thought i am getting more depress by the days wonder what to do

Haiz is the word that really mean how i am now
wonder how to go through feel that this seen harder than going through Ns
Having a war in myself wonder what the out come will be like
even thought i did not want to know
Wish that i lose my past as well as everything that i remember and know
It seen like i drop to the lowest point but seen unlikely that i can get out of it by the look of it
headach seen tobe my bubby haiz what a way it turn out to be.

hope that i can carry on the fight even thought what ppl feel i am, i am not
the lost of what it is . but iam what it is not as ......................
The mask ppl like to see
The story of never be

Stay out of things that are not means to know but somehow is in it
lock the doors that will show what/who i am but leak is there
cut of link that are not mean to be but seen hard to let go
Wishing that you will stay as you are with me for the past month yet i am cluesless to how to save you
someone sav eme pl
Wrong time & wrong place seen like what it is
i sick of it all and all

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