to all who reading this
2005 a year that i wish i no longer here even thought that there are sweet and time that i enjoy.
but it maybe because of this i miss out alot more.
when the care i give , in return i only got back nothing
i dont mind
when the thought i put in to made it a special day just for you, yet it being cancel
how you expect me to feel?
happy ???
Joy ???
anyway i need a break where i really can rest in peace for a fewdays without anyone finding me when i dont think there is



Sorry for the troubles and problems that i may cause to you all
and knowing that i did do my part as a friend sorry about that

Would like to thanks for helps that you all have given me through time where i am down and low.

did not know how bad a friend i am to you all.