Burnout

wondering that i am funny to be looking for colour paper at 1am in the morning went out driving my brother car travel to the katong area looking fr a shop that is open and sellng it . Haiz in the end found none reach home 3 am
eyes like .....
look funny
but dint tell anyon about it other than my brother who know i drving out and my buddy who help to keep me awak while looking for it through phone

almost went down all the way tothe other end which is jurong near a last min decide not too as i myself also do not know if ican made it back from there after tat due to the lack of rest for the past weeks

A way that i decide on
A promise that i made
A hope that i hold on to
A faith that i have in you
An angel that i wish i am for you

Drain to the Max
yet puttng a strong face to the ppl who hurt me from the back
No Way out
Holding on to a faith that will overcome it all
Trust in you that i am saying the truth hope you understand

Yet the doom set in
Dropping hope in myself

how mani pple when they sae i'll be wif u 4eva and they mean it?
how mani pple tell u they'll always treasure u and they mean it?
how mani ple promise to love u and they keep dat promise?
how mani pple truly care for u without wanting anithing for themselves?
how mani pple haf nv lyed to u in ur entire life?
how mani pple haf not hurt u at all till now?
how mani pple how mani pple....just how many pple will u encounter, and how mani encounters can u endure b4 u meet the one?
u can nv noe...u'll just keep meetin pple hu ly to u,hu hurt u, hu cant keep ani of their promise to u,hu sae things they truly meant,not just for hte sake of saying....u;ll just keep gettin hurt until the very special one arrive....
but how can u noe dat he wun hurt u in the end?

there is nothing to lose
you can walk on,without ever looking back again
the familar road home,the sleepless nights
they all lead to tomorrow
everytime we learn something more about love,
we become more n more cowardly
but a solitary lonliness.
wont be cured by strength
to keep ur tears frm being seen
the blue sky i look up to is too bright for me,like always
but i can c my dreams when i squint
so i take a step towards a distant road
sometime in the future i will come across
the one i lost and the ones i have yet to meet

real sacrifice is made not recognized
real concern is in action not words
real friends is in understanding...not in saying
real courage is continue living not giving up
real love is doing htings for others not for urself
real beauty is felt not seen
real knowledge is shared not gained

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haiz
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