Sad Thought

how muc i feel left out. haiz wanted to go for it haiz
used to believe that mircale do happen and ican only pray fr it
wonder how it will be like if ican go haiz
the way to you seen to be a long way now as things started to be bur again
wonder how it will , If i am there for that 4 days tat going to take place

Feeling of "If i have gone along"

" how much i feel, that if i can go there

if there is a time tat i can change

i hope that it is now

there are too many thing that i should do

but i just do not have the faith to do

there are too many thing that stand in my way to see you now

how am i go to see you now

wonder if it mean to be that i turn out this way

never one that i give up hope in much a way

that it is "

If you know how i feel now tell me what should i do

maybe it is how it alway be the way that i take that change how it should be haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz