A lock that change a person

2 weeks seen so short yet it is long but 2 weeks can change many things as well as person
and it did .........................................

Used to be a person who go all the way for ppl, a person who feeling can tell all , a person dare to say what he feel, but all change as what happen for the past 7 years. only 1 know all that happen that keep me away from who i really am. but it maybe too late to recover what it is anymore .


Yesterday see to be a long and hard day . as it just seen as any of th days for the past 2 week
nothing seen to go as what i really plan and kind of all needed a backup plan . But i still ave to thanks god for the things that made it happen . i know that there a saying coming early yet it is too late & coming too late yet it is too early

somehow in cell last night i know that it u god that want me to share with my cell friends but somehow also just going into abit suddenly cut of the sharing. A key in my own heart had lock up the door, from that time on i just have no more words to say ....

A key tat can open all door but can also lock all door . it not only lock what i want to say but also my feeling and alot more.

what seen is , is no long is .
kaori is a name of courage but it is not anymore as the person using the name ...........................