Birthday

today is my chinese birthday anyway it is just a day nothig much
no one will know as i did not say it out at all
For the past week i being time alot of ting like study after my ord / to work or other things
then i see like ......................
too much to handle for myself looking around me see friends arund but so far to reach them at all

" If you are here my life will be a whole
but if unot going to be there there is no point havin it at all as
i would t share my joy with u there is none like u at all
u are te one that bring joy to me
u are so special to me
u mean the world to me
u are who u are thatwhy i like u
when u sad i am sad
when u joy i am injoy too
when u heartbreak i am too
when u are there i will too
as u are u are who u are"


Like to see u everyday
like to hear u speak everyday "

but then i know i am just dreaming
hahaha haiz

i still believe that miracle do happen as there are u who made it happen my father
cant really say it out loud to u anymore as i in amess nw
but i really hope that u will come pl
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tell me why why why
why is it so did not know how to say it out
tee are so much more in me that i would like to tell u now
but tim eare to short fo me now
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did u know that i will be there alway for u only that all
did u know how much i put my heart inthe things u wanted me to do in
did u know that i remember mostly of all te wordsu say to me
did u know that in my heart tere is only u only
did ......................