A very strange title , A year (2004) that i spend more time in camp than at home, I am very worry about the new camp i am going to after my course , as everything i have to get used to again. it is also a year that i really did not call up any close friend i have as there is very few haiz at the begining of the year , i was very down as it is never smooth at new camp i in .
a year that i really think of how my whole life have been but then i find that i have fell in a hole of love and bur
funny as i feel , i never put my mind 100% in anything i do in but there are one that i did that is the driving , i did not think that i can pass it or carry on even thought the time i spend on it is very tired as it is after camp plus it is very XXX , so i am very happy about it . i share with you days before the test and Thank for the words that push me on all the way , you are also the first that know i pass as i feel that i own my pass on you , you are the engery that help to push me . i can say that you are the reason i still alive . but i know it is wrong as i should live for myself instead for anyone.
i have not change but it is the place i in change too much and too fast .
From a chinese song ( i Been missing you have increase by the days . lonely of me have not change, the beautiful dream when will come real , girl i feel like seeing you again . as the wind blew pass remember last year at tis time. yur heart is thinking of what, why left me in this sad way for me to suffer
the one tat love you the most is me , how could you left me in tear and when i needed you te most you did not come but left without a word )
Looking back on the thing i done
I did something wrong in camp a mistake that i should not have made at all further more it is near to the end of the year haiz . now i feel very bad as i let myself and my boss who trust me in the things i do down. now i waiting for the after effect that i have cause and ...........
i hope that everything will be fine
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