Wish

There is seen like that everything that i wish for seen to go away from me
is it that i really a joke at the very start that i did not dare to face the true or is it that i been in the world of dream that i thought i can live in
but as time go i find that i really really do not have a friend to share what i really have in my thought
there use to seen that i have a fews close friends that ican share but time show me sme of te true face they are but for some is what i done thaat cause them to leaveme which i have nothing i cant say about it
for the past week I am very sick in body and in mind
but i am more tire then sick but i kind of wanted to give up on the hope i have as meaning of life seen so far away from me but who really understand what ifeel now i donot know
plusi feel that some friends use me but i just close one eye as no point find out the reason is about at all as if i really find out why i may be more hurt so no point
writing these now i know that i just a normal person in a blog of million of million of others
If there is a world where i can live in
i hope that ican bring all the stars fo you to companyyou in the nightt but then ...............................................................................................................................................................

:> Life is just a book who many pics and stury in it but how much lines of unexpect happen there will still be a ending no matter what as there will a day wherethe page come to a end there there must be a ending