Wind

Do not know why tat i did not manage to sleep early at all last night
even if i know i am really tired from the playing of badminton which i very long never have in the feeling for sport but also given me some thinking to do. Saying let go is so easy but then not so fast that can say let it man
but then there is nothing i can do about it . feeling low but then that is how i feeling even if you see a laughting face me , "a person that put others before him" kind of fool as in the world of now ppl will say all the things but .................
Kind of given up of winning feeling as i feel that being on lost side seen to be more fun and to see and learn from those who win. maybe good maybe bad depend on where you stand and look
' There are time where there is noone around you
but if you see that it just mean that you are alone
nothing much .
There are time where all your friends are around you
but you may feel there is someone missing
So if i say now there is none who will show me around
that you used to do
but never mind as long as you are happy and fine
tat is all i wish for '


As i went running just now as the wind again me
i feel so clam i feel so fresh
how i wish that it will never end
but then again
all things com to an end
nothing i can do to stop it
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