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As i writing now, a day is going to end , with a new day going to start. Today is one of my close friend birthday, Having given her the presents last week, but wanted to give her one more surpise but then not all thing will alway goes with myplan. the surpise becomemy unexpected for me as My teacher in sec school who is also someone i look up to and share my view an idea, have someting on at the last min, so in the end i did not go ahead with the plan but then there is still abit of hope left as she say that she may plan something. As afternoon come still no sms from her at all so i meet up with andrew to go church. Then i think after this another close friend of my birthday. Haiz have to think of someting that she will like and something thatsh did not have. tat is hard, funnyi have a idea but i do not think i will do it . that is taking alot of me withfunny face on it and patse it in a small book and give it to her. haha kind of very tired plus a headach tha i have since morning which amost lead me not to go to church as it really hurt when i stand up luckly not when i tinking . Haiz thought that i saw eunice at church but later then i know that i mistake anotherperson. Maybe i am old liao hha ha "Looking at the sun when it going down my mind seen to be going down with it as none is there to share with me at all so i look up again i see only the moon up there with lot lot of stars how i wish tat i can be up there with them, to look after all my friends from the sky above " Haiz thinking back friends tat i am close too all are not there with me when i needed them the most but i cant blame them as i didnot do what a friend should do that is sms them sometime or contact them once in a while. haha what to do it is me that decide to take this road. hpefully now with a new group of friends this will not happen again but then seen so hard as most still in sec school which the topics seen abit hard. even in cell time haizz maybe i should take the road of lonely, as i seen to caue abit of trouble everywhere i feel what to do

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