True Feeling

Life is a strange thing, tat is how i feel now. As there are time when the Question will come back to me , why am i here, it is very strange as everyday doing the same thing but then how come noone ask or is it that no one really bother with it liao Have anyone wonder why a mistake will keep coming back to you to the time that you correct it then you will find that another mistake will appear . is there a ans to all this ? Suddenly i see that no matter what i do in work,play and going out Time did not stop to wait but move on , same go to age suddenly i feel that my parents are going into later50 or early 60, fear is the feeling i have ever since my close grandmother pass away. i feel that i can change alot of things but due to a person or smething i give up in change it , last time i lik eto askmy friend how do they think of me there will alway be the words helpful kind friendly For those i did have it , but suddenly one by one it just leaving me , it sound so unreal to all who know me but it is true. maybe i just too tires liao but it is happen . then there is a side effect of that which my angry and bad point seen to getting more by days. Now i can say cold as ice and hard as stone is how i can say i turn into a person that i may not know anymore. Not many i can say that really know me now I can even say with one hand i can count , hahaha who will believe, Free and easy person like me can say this ! funny but cant laugh at all, too much happen too fast not used to it at all too used to life at a normal pace but i feel upset with myself for many many things Every colour mean different meaning the bright the colour mean it is more important in my life Passion Passion is something that everyone of us have in us . But how many can say that they did use it on the right things. Passion in doing what the person do in can be good but also bad Depend on how he do it on Faith & Love Happy is a word that easy to say but not easy t have as how to say you arehappy when it can only last so short, there are ppl who say waiting for their love one to come back is happy being there for them is happy. Seeing their love one or the ones that care is/are enjoying themselves is happy i can also say that without the faith to waiting you will not feel happy at all. Life is so short and noone can say that what is done can be undone but it is how you face it is the main ans but can also be the problem which lead to running away. Lonely " lonely is how i feel now, lonely is not too bad but then there are too many things to do and to think there can be only somuch i can do after all i just a human being. but noone to share but the wall" The only thing that bright my life and keep me going is just a pic of a baby , As a pic can say a thousand words even more when it is from a baby. How i wish that i can go back time to change many things i done. if that happen you my friend will not be able to know me at all as all will be change it is fate that i kow you but it is also fate that i maynot be here anymore. how i wish that i can lost my past to start it new. it is all too late change what is done A Life is a book that start with nothing in it white as a paper with nothing on it but once something write/draw/drity the book it will never the same before it is the same as a person. Words is all i have and how much you as a reader can see into my life is from the 6 post from 18/09 to now