one day after my birthday

one year older

nothing much happen

was hoping for a dinner gathering with my group of friends but somehow this year sense no one seen to remember so in the end having noodle cook by my sis instead . she seen so surprise of me being at home i am too

but then somehow i expect it will turn out this way a week ago

my wishes for this year are

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it seen that it took me awhile that i finally come to an ans that is no feeling mean no feeling no point trying to change that as at the end of the day the person who is hurt will be urself n noone else .

Goal For 2011

Earn as much i can n go for a break n remain single i think that suit me better than trying to care too much for others . alway put myself in-front of others unless there someone special which there is none will remain 0 .

Birthday coming up but knowing no one will remember i guess haizz

A new year with a new job delay to end of this month

haiz i dont know what can i do to faster it or to improve on it

thought with a new year things will get better but i wish it will be faster

i want a better birthday this year but i know it will be a lonely one for me again :(

haha

laughting out loud as that is all u can do

how can there be anyone who is a fool more than u

know there no possible yet decide to go in head on .

great now u are in deep hurt where no cure to be found

$$$$$ will be the one to make up the lost

feeling will be the last thing i will trust in

FUCK OFF

f... angry

Time will tell

It been a while that i last come in here , dont really know what to say or write

ppl tell me time is wat all things need to grow up n to get to a better person .

When u see u know

when u hear u believe

when u feel u understand

when u touch u belong

Sometime when going through a new job there are many things that i need to look up to n also learn to handle things around me .

Reasons for me going through all this is i want to have a better life than the one i have now i dont want my future kids or family to go through wat i have to go through

It been awhile that i last come in here .

i am now working at AXA

will be working to the goal that i settle with a close friend

no matter if things will work out for both of us in a few years time i will leave it in the hand of fate

As we plan to work out a better life.

i will hold on to the promise i make to her

no matter wat happen this 2 years

will proof to her i am the one

but at the end of it no one will know so

let time be the one to show am i right .

I will handle all problems n things that will come my way n solve them to work to the goals i have

" If time is the only thing that stand between us i will wait to the end of time . to create a living place where u n me will like "

Believe me i will proof to u

Miracle will happen